Friday, December 31, 2010

I am walking away now

I am walking away now
Out in the woods
Far away

Alone
Without anything
Which can help me
To escape
From my loneliness

I am walking away now
Out in the woods
Until I get home

Then I go home

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Space (written by Sofia Elenäs)

Another one of Sofia Elenäs's Beautiful Texts, along with her picture

I carry an invisible gift
I care about a priceless treasure

I want to give that treasure to you
You can not see what it is I give you ...
But if you get closer ... 

Maybe you can feel what it is

The gift I give you is space
Space to be yourself

Space to rest in, to grow in,
Get power from, to give power from

A space to meet in
A sunny spot, a fun place ...
Warmth is generated in our meeting ... in my bosom

I want to welcome you as you are
Accept all your feelings and thoughts

I'm not going to value them
All I want to give you the space
The space to exist

To live and to experience who you Are
Welcome to paradise
Meet me in heaven
The space that we can give each other

[Sofia Elenäs]

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

I'm just a human

I'm just a human
With both good
And bad sides

I'm just a human
Who are doing
The best I can

I'm just a human
Who sometimes
Are a child

I'm just a human
Who sometimes
Are an adult

I'm just a human
Who sometimes
Are afraid

I'm just a human
Who sometimes
Loves

I'm just a human
Who is as honest
As I can

I'm just a human
Who takes responsibility
For who I am

I'm just a human
Who cannot live
Next to you

I'm just a human
That loves you
The best I can

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

The hidden egoism (written by Sanna Nova Emilia)

Read about our hidden motives by Sanna Nova Emilia

I have called it altruism and empathy
I have called it care and love
But I have always satisfied the needs of others
because of egoism and fear
I have called it care and kindness
I have called it genuine warmth
But I have always been stealing other people's power
by constantly being there for them
I have called it generosity
I have called it helping
But I have only been controlling other people
Manipulated others
to get their love
and never to leave me ...

I have called it concern
But there was never anything other than dependence
I have called it love
But there was never anything other than fear
I have called it generosity
But there was never anything other than guilt
And I emptied myself into bottomless barrels
For my addiction, my guilt and my fear
knew no end ...

When I pulled back my energy
without fear of losing
and without the fear of not being loved
then I was called for selfish and cold
When I pulled back my energy
then I was called a traitor loveless
Controlling
Manipulative
Self-absorbed
Unempathic
When I pulled back my energy
then I was called for ungenerous and unhelpful
But only now can I give with all of my heart ...

[Sanna Nova Emilia]